Crazy

1:29 a.m. another long night...

How can people lose their will? the capacity to make decision on their own, to use the freedom its was giving to us, to decide, to think and proceed, many follow advised but when advised is actually advised and not control? how can people measure their freedom to own their lives and be responsible for it? the path that mortals follow is hard where conscious it's the only one that measures our actions without partiality, we are free to decide but we are not free of the result of those decisions, but if the decision was made by someone else in my life am I still responsible for it?... what make kids kids and adults adults? the capacity to take responsibility for their actions to face troubles and be willing to pay the price for their mistakes, but what is the difference between mistakes an evil? mistakes are made out of ignorance evil is made out of knowledge, ignorance is a gift that yields forgiveness in our lives, evil is doing wrong knowing the consequences of the action taken, then who make mistakes and who are evil?... What makes a human been experience God and raise above every other human is the capacity to forgive mistakes and evil, to live a life with purpose and with clear goal it's necessary to own it, to forgive oneself to learn from mistakes and not allow them to become evil, but how can I avoid mistakes? Listen to the voice of the wise, wisdom comes from experience, experience gained over many years walking this world and facing the truth avoid the advise of fools whose rewards are immediate and with short term, but what's the difference? smart people ask, fools never stop talking.
Every one pursuit happiness but what is happiness? it's to enjoy your life regardless of your condition and status to love those who love without limits and to reject those who want to destroy what's beloved to you... is that happiness? it is for me but is relative, some are happy doing evil, some are happy enjoying their family, some are happy alone and some are happy been crazy so what's happiness?... Going to sleep at peace knowing that you did right before God and for your loved ones.