Time to go

Many time I heard of the power of evil and I did underestimated for the first time in my life I feel hopeless, this voice won't let me rest it's time to go... I need to die.
Since I was born I wasn't wanted, hated since infant hood and hated now, I have fail the purpose of my existence and yet I don't feel sorry for myself, in the past tears will change my mind and clear my soul but now I can't cry as much as I try, tears run down my face and yet I'm not crying.

I got to go, I got to go, I got to go but what's gonna happen with my kids? yes he is right they gonna be ok and with my wife? yes he is right she will find a good man... I got to go and nobody it's responsible for the way I feel if I can call this a feeling when I try to sleep it keep talking to me and when I open my eyes it rushes to my mind... I got to go, it's time I put it off for so long.

There's nothing that cheers me up, nothing to live for I got to go I'm not needed not wanted I got to go my life was a mistake nothing planned just a moment of passion, and therefore not wanted I got to go, I got to go I got to go I got to go but how? the right moment. the right place, and as I think about it I feel peace yes it's the right decision I got to go, I been a toll for those who I love they can't carry me anymore, they are tired, I'm sorry I didn't mean to stop them I got to go I got to GO.

I got to go, I got to go, time to close my eyes, time to die if I'm really gonna die maybe there's a good life after this one, yes that's my desire I got to go, I can't continue anymore, time to die.